Broken Wine glass

Emotional Housekeeping

R.B. Winters
R.B. Winters
Break up, Bull Shit, Larrymore, Late Night, Ray Ray, Russian, Straights 0 Comments

Last night the Russian hosted a casual dinner party, bringing together myself, Larrymore and our Straights. Jokes, one broken glass [this one not my fault] and an amazing dinner. But I still slipped out early. I wasn’t feeling great, the wine was helping, but I couldn’t shake an ick hovering over me. Once home I drank water only, which should …

Your Whore Hands

R.B. Winters
R.B. Winters
Bar, Ray Ray, Utah 0 Comments

Previously I mentioned two bartenders, one of which is dying to take me home. Though I’m not sure why…it could be the flirting for free drinks giving off the wrong impression…or perhaps there really are so few gay people in Utah that I’m exotic. I think I’ll go with the exotic option. As exotic as another incredibly white, white-person can …

You Again

R.B. Winters
R.B. Winters
Bar, Beer, Ray Ray, Utah 0 Comments

My last post made it sound as if my visit to Utah was nothing but tender moments and sad memories. That was only at the end in retrospect. After my grandma’s birthday I had a very short time to fit in all the friends and family I could. It began with a trip to my first wife’s parent’s house. Parents …

I Need Some Sleep

R.B. Winters
R.B. Winters
Bar, Beer, Friends, Ray Ray, Utah 0 Comments

The place I call home is not where I was born, though I do have extended family from the area; perhaps that gives me the ability to fib and establish roots. The place I should call home is a place I ran away from years ago – leaving behind everyone I knew for everything I wanted. This weekend I returned …